The Angsty Teenage Yell

@(&)(*%#^$#*@))$@^%&!!!!! I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT!!!! I HATE BEING IN LOVE. I HATE NOT KNOWING. I HATE WISHING AND HOPING AND DREAMING. AND I HATE THE FACT I'M GOING MAD BECAUSE OF THIS. I HATE IT!!! -STOMPSTOMPSTOMP I shall be an angsty teenager for a while and yell about the weirdness i feel. I FEEL LIKE I'M FIFTEEN AGAIN! I feel like the world is tipping upsidedown and that this could be the start of something new and good and exciting. But i cant help thinking what if its NOT?! and that i'm just deceiving myself. I will honestly go mad and die. And i'm thinking to myself "This is dangerous stuff man." and i'm scared. But i'm so excited too! I just need things to happen cos waiting for SOMETHING to happen is slaughtering me slowly and painfully and i'm going BONKERS! AAARRRGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!! PFFT! NCWOUCBWREFB;KSJFBSDB;KWERWOEFB;KJSDBC!!!! Alrighty. I feel slightly better. Poor Bean has been getting this the whole day. And Leon has been getting a bit too (but not that much. i was afraid he'd freak out and block me on msn or something). Leon is a good guy i must say. I miss him and i'm glad i talked to him on msn. I went to church at 7.30pm today for this talk called "Being a Woman of Excellence". I was invited by this lady from church called Jennifer. I might join her cell too!