Half a half-hearted smile?

I'm very sad now. Why wont you even look?
How annoying you are. Is it even HARD to look??
One smile? Of acknowledgement, even? Half a smile?
But no. You won't care even if i punched you and STAMPED ON YOUR FOOT!
You BLOCKHEAD. hmph.

Aside, it must be amusing to have kids and watch them grow up into great big people and watch as they fall in love. (right ma and pa, you kaypo people. i know youre reading this.) Does one feel proud? or excited? or worried? I wonder. I suppose i wont know till i become one. But i know it must be interesting.

For me it felt weird for parents to be in touch with my love life. Somehow my love life is a Friend's domain to me. But that is slowly changing. Oh my. Could this be a sign that i'm growing up then? ( I dont really want to though) I used to have this primary school phobia of telling people who i liked. Like i wouldn't even confide in a good friend or aanything. I guess i just thought that if my secret got out i would die of shame or some shit. HAHA. Oh silly days. That all changed in Sec.3 when IvaneChewy and I traded secrets in a mad whirlwind moment. WHAHAHHAA. Then i realised that talking about it wasnt so bad after all. HAHA. The Young and Naive.