Stop Being a Soppy Mess, Vera.

It's been 2 days and the thought of Juchee not here is still as horrible. I miss him like hell and i wish he were here. It's just not the same anymore - there's the sense of something missing that sends me in to an aching depression. And the fact that Michael's leaving too really isn't helping. I foresee more bawling and emo-silent-staring in store for the future. These dudes have been such a massive part of my life these past 8 months that now that Juchee is gone, it seems like a chunk has been unexpectedly ripped out and left me in a gaping void. Bloody Germans. I want my Sasquatch back! We all miss you so much, you must get back here!

Now see i'm crying again. I'm such a sop. Life should just shut up and stay the same. Or let me go to Germany next summer.